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12:03 am - long time no talk!

wow omg-osh! its been like forever! hehe - well so scnool today or tomorrow depends on which way you look at it! LOL- goodness weird weekend. for starts... danfi asked me out and i was like hmm iunno. seriously thats exactly what i said and he said hes counting down until i say yes and he said till the seconds! lol- then i had to get up at like 9 bc laura called asking for a ride to gar-field so i got ready and went to stafford and it was sooooo COLD!!! i seriously didnt know it could get that cold! i was so happy i brought my blanket! hehe- then later that night i got my haircut!! it looks awesome and i was so anxious to show everbody today at school but theres so school! ohh well! well that was pretty much my whole weekend bc i didnt do shit the rest of it! LOL- well tOOtLes*

Current Mood: confused

08:19 pm

wow- today was umm unexpected... i wake up and my mom calls wanting to know where my dad was and i thought she just wanted to ask him something about real estate... or so i thought. my mom comes home, bursting through the door and asks my dad if hes been cheating on her bc she found this business card from this lady hes been talking to about a house hes fixing up for the lady thats selling it i guess. my mom always comes to one conclusion about everything and sat right down and was like thats fu**ing it... were getting a divorce im like no mom why? and she saying all this stuff and im like mom shut up youre being so stupid right now and well thats not the rest ill tell more later bc im not in the mood to finish right now <3

Current Mood: stressed

07:23 pm - upset...

NICK DUMPED ME!! oh my god i was online today and i imed him and i mean it was normal at first and then he goes hey sweety we need to talk and im like oh shit this is bad...and he was like i need a break for a while so we can see other people and im like i dont understand bc i didnt and he was like i just want to be single for a while. i was stunned bc our relationship was going great or so i thought. so right after i called my friend kerri and i was such a train wreck and we spent the day together to try to cheer me up. we went shopping and lots of other stuff. but after all that i cant stop thinking about him bc he was my FIRST LOVE and i still love him but i guess its not mutual. i cried for like an hour total today and like every song i hear on the damn radio it reminds me of him so whoever sees this before tomorrow at school COMFORT ME!! LOL alright byes

Current Mood: depressed

06:44 pm - its been...

its been FOREVER since i wrote in here! ive been too damn busy with school, cheer, and <3NICK<3!!! man im so happy we dont have school tomorrow! finally a day off!! man i had so much fun on HaLLowEEn!! i went over nicks but i didnt know we were going trick or treating then we went over our friend nicoles house and then everybody came over and my friend Brenna [[all these people go to OP]] starting painting my face and it looked retarded at first but guess what i was?... a PUMPKIN!! isnt that awesome!!?? LOL- oh gosh im such a dork!! but yeah and i got so much candy and now my dads like its my candy and he wont let me eat it!! well figures bc my dads a little round in the tummy area if yah know what i mean!! LOL- oh goodness there i go again!! LOL- anyways... GUESS WHAT???!! I GOT BRACES BACK ON!!!! but its only for a couple months and its just on the top so im grateful that my moms payng more money bc i lost my damn retainer!! LOL- well be back later!!

Current Mood: aggravated

06:02 pm

about to go to the movies/mall with NICK! LOL- im meeting jess and lauren there! woo-hoo! theyre gonna meet nick! ooh i hope they like em! hehe- were gonna see " my boss's daughter"!!! yaya! LOL- ohh! ashton kutcher is so HOTTT!!! shhh- dont tell nick! haha- <33

Current Mood: excited

10:39 pm

man i need some LJ codes!! anybody wanna offer?! <33

Current Mood: bored

08:09 pm

How evil are you?

07:41 pm

man i had to get up at like 9 this morning to go to my aunts house bc she was taking me shopping for homecoming dresses! i found the most beautiful dresses at BCBG! i tried on this brown and pink dress but it didnt go all the way down to the floor but it was awesome and these awesome shoes that were to die for! LOL- and a whole bunch of jewelery and so we had to call my mom to tell her to come and see the whole thing and she said she diidnt really like it but i think it was bc the whole outfit costed like $500! but heyy i thought it wouldve been worth it! and so my mom made me try on a couple other dresses and then we came to the light blue dress! it was awesome and it was so beautiful in the back and heyy it made my butt look nice so anything that helps me that much is worth it!!! hehe- so my mom liked the blue one and i liked the brown and pink one so she was like okay well get both and that included ALL accessories!!! it was like $1,017.72!! talk about a lotta money!! adn my moms credit card wasnt working so she was like well come back tonight or tomorrow and pick it up and so as we were walking out of the store i was like okay i guess ill jsut get the blue one and she was soo happy bc i knew she didnt wanna spend that much money. but now im thinking that i wanna get the brown adn pink dress instead and jsut get another dress for homecoming court for much cheaper and that ill be able to wear the same shoes. so im about to call her and tell her that i want that one instead bc wow- its beautiful! hehe- but anyways- after we got home from the mall we went to this store and i got SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS PAJAMA PANTS!!!!!!!! they are adorable! hehe- then we went back to my cousins house and ate!! haha- <33

Current Mood: thirsty

01:19 am

hey does anybody have any codes for me too!!? i need a new one! mines kinda old LOL!! please!! <33

Current Mood: cheerful

01:33 pm - ...

yeah ive been to the fair like 5 times and all of them were with nick!! im so happy bc guess what?!!! im going out with nick!!!!!! he asked me out yesterday but i feel like ive known him for years i mean we get a long so well and hes such a doll to me and everything!! hehe- i love it how me kisses my forehead or cheek or shoulder or nose! haha- i think im in puppy love but remember how i said that when i was going out with colby? well its so much more than that!! LoLz* i mean i dont show him how much i like him bc thatll scare him away but i think its jsut enough to last a long time!! i hope- hehe- but anyways man lauren and jessie and alycia weve gotta hang out!! i feel lonely- haha whenever im not with nick- ohh he plays football and soccer and he can drive but hes gonna be a sophomore- but yeah ill stop obsessin over him lol tOOtLes*

Current Mood: loved

02:40 pm

so i just got back from chEER camp and my legs hurt! haha- we got 3rd i mean thats alright but i thought that if we tried harder then we couldve got 1st!! but oh wel at least i tried MY hardest. anyways- then i went over my friend kerris after i got back and then we went to the fair and got a MAJOR headache! haha- and i met this guy nck and hes a cutie and HE WON ME A GOLD FISHIE!! hehe. anyways and then we got back around 1 or something like that and then today we went to sams club and kerri needed pads so her dad was like okay you guys go get your rag bags so we did and we got like 6 big boxes and i carried them all and they were like all the way up to my chin and all the sudden i tripped and they all fell on the ground and yeah it was funny and then i picked them all up and i was yelling "anybody want any pads we have plenty"! haha yeah it was funny but yeah thats all for now!!

Current Mood: bouncy

12:27 pm

man today totally sucks theres nothing to do!! im gonna start calling people from the squad and get to know them bc i feel like i knoow nobody from it!! hehe- i might go to the movies with kevin tonite to see tomb raider but iunno-LoL- well ill come back if i have nothing to do! hehe- <33

Current Mood: crazy

01:09 pm - finally home

yay!! im finally home!! i got home tuesday night!! oh goodness i got stuck in atlanta for 3 hours!! well bc we got stuck in a storm so i didnt get home until about 8 30 and then my baggage was coming on a dif flight so it didnt get there until about 11 so they delivered it to my house and one of my suitcases were ripped!! yeah i was so mad but i dont think anything fell out so thats good!! lol- yeah lauren came with my momma + i was so happy!! hehe- heyy call me [[anyone]] if yah wanna hang out!! lol well gotta go <33

Current Mood: giggly

11:18 pm

oh m god i was about to go to bed around 3 30 this morning and then this freakin loud alarm starting going off in the whole building and i was like its not school it cant be a fire drill - haha - someone pulled the fire alarm thing and like 2 minutes later 2 ambulances and a fire truck came pulling in.. at 3 in the MORNING!! so i relaly didnt get to sleep until like 4 and i woke up at 12! yeah it was a grea nite!! lol- i went out for seafood tonite and it was great!! lol yeah that was my day!! <33

Current Mood: thirsty

01:24 am - where is the love?

whats wrong with the world mama
people livin like they aint got no mamas
i think the whole worlds addicted to the drama
only attracted to the things that bring trama
overseas yeah we trying to stop terrorism
but we still got terrorists here livin
in the USA, the big CIA
the blood from the crippers and the KKK
if you only have love for your own race
your only in space to discriminate, and to discriminate,only generate hate
and when you hate hate
they think your bound to get hirate
yea yea madness what you demonstrate
and thats exactly how angleworks operates
man you gotta have love just to set it straight
take control of your mind and let it meditate
let your soul celebrate to the love yall

people killin, people dyin
children hurt and you hear them cryin
when you practice what you preach, wont you turn the other cheek
father, father, father help us
send us some guidance from above
cuz people got me got me questioning, where is the love?

where is the love, where is the love
where is the love, the love, the love

it just aint the same
always been changed
new days are strangest
is the world the same
if love and peace is so strong
why are peaces above that dont belong
nations droppin bombs
chemical gases filling lungs of little ones
with ongoing suffering as the future young
so ask yourself is the lovin really gone
so ask yourself what is really going wrong in the world that we livin in
people keep givin in
makin wrong decisions
only visions of them fittin in
dont be respectin each other
denys thy brother
but the wars going on
so whats really undercover

the truth is kept secret and is kept under the rug
and you never know truth cuz you never know love
whats the love yall(i dont know)
whats the truth yall(i dont know)
wheres the love yall


people killin, people dyin
children hurt and you hear them cryin
when you practice what you preach, and you turn the other cheek
father, father, father help us
send us some guidance from above
cuz people got me got me questioning, where is the love?

where is the love, where is the love
where is the love, the love, the love

i feel the weight off and rolled of my shoulder
as i get older yo peoples get colder
most of us only care about money makin
selfishness gotus followin the wrong direction
wrong information always show by the media
negative images is the main criteria
infecting the young minds just like bacteria
just wanna act like what they see in the cinema

you whatever happened to the values of humanity
whatever happened to the fairness of inequality
instead of spreading love were spreading onimosity
like of those of us standing us away from unity
is there some reason why sometimes im feeling under
thats the reason why sometimes im feeling down
just gotta know sometimes why im feeling under
gotta keep my faith alive and love bound now ask yourself

where is the love? where is the love?
where is the love? where is the love?
father, father, father help us
send us some guidance from above
cuz people got me, got me questioning
where is the love?

JT-sing with me yall
one word one word
we only got
one word one word
thats all we got
one word one word
thats somethings wrong with it- yea yeah
thats somethings wrong with it- yea yeah
thats somethings wrong with it- yea yeah
its what we got
one world one world
its all we got
one world

Current Mood: cheerful

01:02 am - days going by...

woo-hoo!! 5 days till i come home!! i cant wait! i miss everyone too much! ive been to the beach maybe 3 times but the pool mostly! -LoL- ive gotta an okay tan but i wish i was darker!! its been cloudy for the past couple days so i couldnt go tanning! DARRN! oh goodness!! me and my g-parents went "turtling" last night and it was awesome! turtling is when you go see the HUGE-MONGOUS sea turtles come out of the sea and lay their eggs at night!! and while theyre laying the eggs you can pet them and i did!! and it was incredible!! they were maybe 4OO pounds!! but yeah that was basically my day!! haha <33

Current Mood: anxious

04:12 pm - blah!

man its raining here so i cant go to the beach!! that damn hurricane!! lol- theres nothing to do here but eat sleep watch tv and comp. !! haha i feel like a nerd!!well tootles!! <33

Current Mood: angry

03:59 pm - pissed off!!

man im so mad!! we couldnt go to disney today-that was a bummer! and we were supposed to go to miami tomorrow but we cant bc my aunt got a ticket and she has to go to bad driving school so yeah thats another thing to do and is it when youre on vacation youre suppossed to go places!! ugh and i cant go anywhere bc my g-pa is at the other house painting and my g-ma cant drive bc she has a bladder problem!! man oh man!! i cant wait till i get back!! one week from today!! well gotta go love you!! <33 byeness

05:42 pm - SO buRNt!!

man i went to the beach today and i didnt get a tan at least i didnt think so and then i went to the pool and layed on this raft in pool for like a half an hour and i went in around 3 and oh my goodness!!! im so burnt!! it hurts so bad and i keep putting cocoa butter and hoping that itll make it better and keep my tan but damnt!! lol anyways. 2 weeks until i come back!! yippee! lol i miss my friends and family too damn bad!! lol well im too tired!!kisses <33

Current Mood: drained

12:14 pm - la la la

im about to go to my aunts house bc my g-ma's uncle died last nite so my g-parents are driving all the way up to WEST VIRGINIA<33

Current Mood: energetic